am having a god awful day.

okay maybe it's a god awful week.

or god awful months because i cannot remember the last time i was ever free to sit down and do what i wanted to do without having to worry about things i am supposed to be doing. i think this dates right from the beginning of the semester.

either i really have been swamped with things to do or the eight-month break just made me really lazy.

no matter which way you think about it i am still miserable.

and i'm really tired because i don't get to sleep until past 12 every single day and there still is so much to do and i still have to work and think about majors and modules and i want to find a cave and be a hermit just so i can be left alone.

and my facebook account has been disabled because it has apparently been hacked and they suspended it for security reasons, but they refuse to reply my emails.

i was supposed to go to hmv at 313@somerset today but now i think i can't and i no longer feel like going anyway.

i still have to settle the itineraries for europe, print out all the random addresses and maps and everything, go for training early in the morning tomorrow, think about modules to take next semester and whether to major in japanese studies or not, find shoes for europe and pack all the while still having to go to work. and i have to settle the stupid facebook nonsense too.