doing up the itinerary for korea in between waiting for the guild 2 to stop going out of sync makes me look so much more forward to actually going for the trip. it's only seven more days away and as strange as it sounds it both seems really far off and really soon. really far off because i honestly cannot wait to finally fly off and enjoy my holidays instead of working my guts out, and really soon because we booked this trip so much in advance (i think it was at least two months in advance) so it seemed as if it would take an eternity before the date finally arrived. which, come to think of it, it kind of did anyway.
i half wish i had a better camera so i could take more decent photos over there but i guess it's more the photographer than the camera really so i will make do. (: okay that makes me sound like i'm boasting about my amazing photo-taking skills but i don't mean that. i mean even if i had some top-of-the-line camera i probably wouldn't be able to take photos as nice as someone else with just an iphone or something.
two days break from work! makes me very happy. without realising it i've worked most of the holidays away already and even though they're really short-handed i can't bring myself to work that much for the rest of the holidays. i'm hoping more new staff will come in so i can quietly take myself out of the schedule. see, i'm not that nice a person after all, because if i were really nice i wouldn't just think of myself and take random days off instead of helping out.
driving test is on august 16! i am awfully unprepared and very tempted to book about ten more lessons that i know i will regret. it's not just the waking up so early that gets to me it's just a strange nameless dread i have whenever i know i have a driving lesson on for the day. but best to get it done and out of the way first time round so i don't have to bother with it any longer i guess. so i will go book more lessons instead of waiting around and moaning about my awful lack of driving ability.
music: like being hit by a bullet; baek ji young
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tune out the world ; 10:24 PM
