if i heard that right.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
okay it went pretty well i think. not going to elaborate on it because it's just like what it always has been. oh but the lecturer for my english module is funny. kind of stern, but funny. and she's japanese! which i found really strange, since it's an english module and all. alright i think i'm guilty of (what's that phrase she said again) language discrimination. see i listen in lectures.
anyway went out with huiyi, dawn, huiling, moses and boonwei the other day. huiyi i didn't say boonwei and company this time! haha. we watched he's just not that into you. and had dinner after that. and i'm definitely a sappy romantic at heart because i actually thought the movie was nice. haha! everyone was groaning about it. but i thought it really was quite a nice movie. gives you lots of stuff to think about too.
OH I WANTED TO ASK THIS AFTER WATCHING THE MOVIE.
"what if you meet the love of your life, but you already married someone else? are you supposed to let them pass you by?”
okay i'm not even going into marriage here. let's just say that person is already attached, and happy with his/her other half. would you go ahead and get to know him/her better in the hopes of having him/her break off his/her relationship? don't even get me started on just wanting to get the know that person better on platonic terms. things don't work that way, not if you already have some interest in the person.
i don't know if it's just my being conservative, but isn't that just a downright horrible thing to do? i know some people think it's alright because you can make mistakes with the person you first choose, and if you find someone else better then you really shouldn't suffer or prolong the relationship any longer. but it's still a stab-worthy thing to do. then again maybe when it really happens to you you can't stop yourself from wanting to break it off. but it's still horrible! okay i have an absurd lack of vocabulary after not studying for the past few months.i felt so much like slapping scarlett johansson when she was coming on to the guy in the movie. and the guy was such a jerk. at least they didn't have a happy ending. but the jennifer aniston couple was really sweet. and the gigi one, actually. alright i suppose no one else knows what i'm rambling about.
you know i always used to think a guy and a girl could have a purely platonic relationship. but you have to draw the line somewhere. so if you want to keep it on platonic terms there will be an extent as to how close you're going to become. and there are tons of examples of friends-turned-lovers if you want to term it in a nice way. even in the movie, there was gigi and alex. and they're not the exception, they're the rule. i know there are also tons of people who have purely platonic friends of the opposite gender. but... okay i will keep my thoughts to myself and not speak.
anyway i love jennifer aniston. she's just about the most awesome hollywood actress ever. and her happy ending was so expected but really nice though. helps that the guy was good-looking.
alright i need to go print more stuff for tomorrow. WYNNE I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN VERY LONG. ESTRINA TOO. are you okay? take care alright! and i will meet LYDIA soon when the spree stuff finally arrive. AND MINGSHUAN our going out plans never materialised! let's still meet up okay i haven't seen you in ages. maybe when we finally get all our timetables scheduled properly we can fix a date. and we can call LIYUN too! except she's probably busy studying. never mind we can study together haha!
okay must leave. the horrible new media coursepack gave me three ugly red scratches on my arm. okay four actually, but the fourth one is less severe. so annoying. lunch with sam tomorrow, yay! wonder if rab is free too.
oh and i cut my hair. short! but i feel like cutting it shorter still. hmm.
OKAY BUSY BUSY BUSY.
and i think i am going to join some clubs and stuff after all! i feel like such a hermit and i'm not used to it. OH and fass's reputation for having well-dressed students is so, so stressful. but i still have quite a lot of my pay that i didn't spend... okay i am really off now.
music: narak; wheesung
Labels: day-to-day, thoughts
tune out the world ; 10:07 PM
