you begin to wonder why you came.
today has been hands down without compare probably the most embarrassing day of my life thus far. just thinking about it makes me
want to bang my head against the nearest hard surface and hope for amnesia. but i wouldn't tempt murphy too much by dwelling too long on it. don't ask, if you were planning to anyway.
at least i tried? okay anyhow i think i will live out the rest of my time in nus with a paper bag over my head.

in happier news, my sister's internet account is finally up since the internet guys stopped eating meatballs for a second to process the application i presume. so that means no more smsing across continents which will mean the bill at the end of the month will be slightly less shocking. i hope.
and so far all my tutorials have been good. just that there's more work to do than ever. sea studies alone has three different projects plus one reading reflection. el has an affinity group presentation and japanese studies has one group report. i don't recall there being anything for new media so please don't let any funny project spring up on us. there's just the el tutorial tomorrow and the third japanese tutorial on friday to go for. i hope i have nice TAs for both classes, and nice classmates too. el is the only tutorial that yimean, rach and i have in common despite all our plans to get common tutorial slots. at least there's one instead of none!
met rab today and then sam. and rab and i met wynne quite by coincidence at the bus stop, which is an amazing feat in itself considering the fact that people in the same faculty don't even meet and wynne is all the way further down at yst. will be meeting wynne again tomorrow when we go down to whathewants for my commission and her mac stuff. yay money! don't think it'll be much though, but you never know. i'm always pleasantly surprised when it comes to commission.
i will not suffer a nervous breakdown, i will not suffer a nervous breakdown, i will not suffer a arghhhhhhhhh. ):
music: talpi; wheesung
Labels: bad stuff, thoughts
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